yubov'yu posmotrel na Iisusa, a zatem na krug yunoshej s
otrokami. Vdrug Iisus uvidel, kak etot mal'chik stal bystro vzrastat' i vot
pered nim stoyal yunyj Ioann. On podoshel k Iisusu, obnyal ego i poceloval v
usta. I cherez mgnovenie Ioann rastvorilsya v etoj lyubvi, kotoraya vlivalas' v
Iisusa. Kogda Ioann ischez, to krug obnazhennyh yunoshej i otrokov raskrylsya,
priglashaya ego vojti vnutr'. Iisus voshel v centr kruga, i krug iz yunoshej s
otrokami somknulsya. Lica i tela otrokov i yunoshej svetilis' neopisuemoj
krasotoj. Iisus, lyubuyas' imi, zametil, kak ot kazhdogo yunoshi snizu vverh k
ustam otrokov podnimaetsya svetyashchijsya stolb lyubvi. |tot stolb sveta lyubvi
bozh'ej, kotoryj kazhdyj otrok vpival, vbiral v sebya, okutyval ih na plechah
yunoshej, obrazovyvaya svetyashcheesya kol'co. Vot otroki na plechah yunoshej stali
sverhu ischezat' v etom svetyashchemsya kol'ce lyubvi. Svetovoe kol'co lyubvi
shirilos', opuskayas' vniz i v nem stali ischezat' lica yunoshej, zatem ih grud'
i nogi otrokov. Svet, opuskayas' nizhe, poglotil v sebya zhivoty yunoshej i ih
chresla. CHerez nekotoroe vremya vokrug Iisusa siyalo tol'ko odno svetyashcheesya
kol'co lyubvi, rastvoriv v sebe vseh dvenadcat' otrokov i yunoshej. Svet lyubvi
stal nad Iisusom obrazovyvat' svetyashchijsya kupol. I, kogda Iisus byl okutan
svetyashchimsya kupol'nym hramom iz sveta lyubvi, vse shlopnulos', i Iisus uvidel
sebya v mire synov sveta, a pered nim stoyal yunosha bozhestvennoj krasoty. Na
nem odezhdy ne bylo, ibo ego odezhdoj byl priyatnyj svet lyubvi. YUnosha s
obvorozhitel'noj ulybkoj proiznes:
- YA ochen' rad za tebya, chto ty dostig bozhestvennoj vershiny na puti k
Bogu. Ty obrel to, chto ne obretal ni odin iz synov sveta. Ty - Uchitel' i
Nastavnik Bozhij. YA proshchayus' s toboj, ibo gora naznacheniya, pered kotoroj my
stoim, otpravit tebya tuda, gde ty nuzhen kak svet istiny. Pust' moi usta,
kotorye govoryat o tebe kak o velikom Uchitele, Nastavnike Bozhiem, Syne
Bozhiem, peredadut cherez moj poceluj tebe i Bozhestvennuyu Lyubov'.
YUnosha obnyal Iisusa i poceloval ego v usta. V etom pocelue on stal
ischezat'. A vnutri Iisusa zvuchal golos: "YA est' svet, sotkannyj iz tvoej
Lyubvi; kogda ya lyublyu, ya slivayus' s toboj voedino; kak ty vo mne, tak i ya v
tebe, kak ty v Boge, tak i Bog v tebe".
Iisus pochuvstvoval, chto lezhit na peske. Otkryv glaza, on uvidel pered
soboj zvezdnoe nebo, po kotoromu plyli kuchevye oblaka.
"Neuzhto ya ne zametil, - podumal Iisus, - kak proletel sorokovoj den'
moego prebyvaniya v pustyne?"
CHtoby udostoverit'sya v etom, on pripodnyalsya, otyskivaya na nebosvode
lunu. Luna okazalas' na zapade okolo gorizonta. Ona po svoej forme
priblizhalas' k cel'nomu svetyashchemusya disku.
"Verno, - razmyshlyal Iisus, - nastupaet sorok pervyj den' moego
prebyvaniya v pustyne, ibo s zahodom luny poyavyatsya utrennie sumerki i sorok
pervyj den' obretet svoi yavnye prava".
Nebo stalo bystro uplotnyat'sya svincovymi tuchami, a s severa nadvigalas'
groza, i priblizhalsya dozhd'.
"|to horoshee znamenie, - podumal Iisus, - etot dozhd' est' simvol
ochishcheniya moej dushi i ploti. Omovenie etim dozhdem budet mne znakom, chto ya
dolzhen pokinut' pustynyu i vernut'sya v mir lyudej, chtoby otkryvat' im put',
kak obresti dlya sebya schast'e, mir, blagodat' na puti k Bogu".
Kogda upali pervye kapli dozhdya, Iisus snyal s sebya vse odezhdy, polozhil
ih pod kamen', a sam stal podstavlyat' svoe obnazhennoe telo potokam vody. On
raskryl ruki po storonam, kruzhilsya, zaprokinuv golovu nazad, s otkrytym rtom
i pil nebesnuyu vodu, pri etom ne zabyvaya Blagodarit' Gospoda Boga, svoego
Nebesnogo Otca. Piya vodu s nebes i omyvayas' eyu, on prebyval v blazhenstve i v
lyubvi k Bogu, ko vsem i ko vsemu.
"Blagodaryu Tebya, Otche!" - voskliknul Iisus nebesam. V etot moment
vspyhnula molniya, i po pustyne pokatilsya grom. V etom grome Iisus uslyshal:
"Syn Moj!.. Syn Moj!.. Syn Moj!.."
Zatem sverknula novaya molniya, i v raskatistom grome Iisus uslyshal: "Idi
v mir!.. Idi v mir!.. Idi v mir!.."
Iisus vnov' otkryval svoi usta, pil nebesnuyu vodu i posle vosklical:
"Blagodaryu Tebya, Otche!"
I vnov' v nebesah siyala molniya, a v raskatistom grome bylo slyshno: "Syn
Moj!.. Idi v mir!.. Nesi svet!.."
Skol'ko bylo takih momentov, Iisus ne schital, ibo bozh'ya Lyubov'
perepolnyala vsyu ego dushu. Kogda on napilsya i omylsya, dozhd' proshel, a grozy
uhodili k yugu. I tol'ko v otdalennom raskatistom grome do Iisusa donosilos':
"Idi v mir!.. mir... mir... Nesi svet!.. svet... svet..."
Na vostoke gorizont ochistilsya, stalo svetlo, ibo solnce dolzhno bylo
vot-vot voshodit'. V nebesnoj dymke poyavilos' krasnoe pyatnyshko, kotoroe
stalo s podŽemom uvelichivat'sya i preobrazhat'sya v raskalennyj disk. Iisus v
svoej nagote podnyal ruki kverhu v vide chashi ladonyami k solncu, a sam, ne
otryvayas', smotrel nemigayushchimi glazami na krasnyj disk solnca. V golove ego
zhurchala blagodarstvennaya, lyubveobil'naya molitva Gospodu Bogu s vnutrennej
radost'yu. Ego ruki pod tyazhest'yu ustalosti opustilis' vniz po storonam s
raskrytymi k solncu ladonyami, kak by priglashaya cherez solnce - oko Nebesnogo
Otca - Bozhestvennuyu Lyubov' posetit' etot zemnoj mir.
Raskalennyj disk v ochah Iisusa rasshirilsya, i on tam stal nablyudat'
obrazy. Vot vysvetilsya obraz Uchitelya Pravednosti, i Iisus v sebe uslyshal
golos: "Syn moj vozlyublennyj, v tebe moe blagovolenie: idi v mir i daj,
otkroj lyudyam zapovedi Bozhii!"
Zatem etot obraz ischez, i Iisus uvidel uchitelya Tantry, a v sebe uslyshal
golos: "Syn moj vozlyublennyj, v tebe moe blagovolenie: idi v mir i otkroj
lyudyam Lyubov' Nebesnogo Otca!"
Kogda ischez etot obraz, to poyavilsya Ierofant, i v Iisuse zazvuchal
golos: "Syn moj vozlyublennyj, v tebe moe blagovolenie: idi v mir i ukazhi
lyudyam put' k istine, put' k Bogu!"
|tot obraz v solnechnom diske rastvorilsya, i voznik obraz Carya, Knyazya
mira sego, i v sebe Iisus uslyshal golos: "YA - iskushenie v lyubvi i v tvoih
zhelaniyah; ya budu vsegda ryadom. Esli hochesh' raspoznat' menya, idi v mir, ya tam
vezde. Put' k Bogu lezhit cherez menya, esli ty Syn Bozhij!"
Vot poyavilsya obraz Ioanna Krestitelya, i v Iisuse zazvuchal golos: "Moe
vremya prebyvaniya na zemle zavershaetsya. Idi v mir i bud' svetil'nikom
pravednosti!"
Solnechnyj disk podnimalsya vse vyshe, i pervye luchi ego pytalis' prorvat'
nebesnuyu dymku i obnyat' vsyu pustynyu i vmeste s neyu vsego Iisusa.
Iisus v diske uvidel obraz prekrasnogo yunoshi, i v sebe on uslyshal
golos: "ZHatvy mnogo, a seyatelej malo! Esli pshenichnoe zerno padshi v zemlyu, ne
umret, to ostanetsya odno; a esli umret, to prineset mnogo ploda. Bozhiej
Lyubov'yu vozrozhdaetsya zhizn'. Mir tebya zhdet!"
Solnechnye luchi zablistali, videnie propalo. Iisus prikryl glaza.
Laskovye, teplye, nezhnye luchi solnca obnyali Iisusa s golovy i do nog. On
oshchushchal v sebe kak v nem dyshit blagodat'yu Otcovskaya Nebesnaya Lyubov'.
Nastoyavshis' v etom blazhennom potoke, Iisus podoshel k svoim odezhdam i odelsya.
On poblagodaril Boga, Nebo, Solnce, Zemlyu, Vozduh, pustynyu, duhov pustyni,
otveshivaya poklony, i napravil svoi stopy iz pustyni v mirskuyu zhizn'.
V golove ego zvuchal golos, kak by s nebes: "Ty Uchitel', Nastavnik! Nesi
Slovo v mir! I zhdi, kogda YA tebe otkroyu tvoyu Missiyu. Ibo tvoya Missiya
otkroetsya tebe togda, kogda budet dana Moya nebesnaya chasha v tvoi ruki, chtoby
ty ee ispil".
Udalyayas' iz pustyni, on slyshal, kak priroda laskovo provozhala ego
materinskim shepotom: "Mir tebe! Mir vsem!"
Mir vsem!
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IANOU?U
1 Ot Matfeya 1:21.
2 Evgraf Doluman "Otkuda Iisus".
3 Evangelie ot Fomy, 33.
4 Ot Luki 3:11.
5 Ot Luki 3:12, 13.
6 Ot Luki 3:14.
7 Ot Luki 3:16.
8 Ot Luki 3:17.
9 Ot Matfeya 3:10.
10 Ot Luki 1:68-69, 71, 76-77, 79.
11 Ot Ioanna 1:25, 26, 27, 31.
12 Ot Matfeya 3:14.
13 Ot Matfeya 3:15.
14 Ot Matfeya 3:17.
15 Ot Luki 3:22.
16 Ot Ioanna 1:29-30.
17 Ot Ioanna 10:9.
18 Ot Matfeya 7:7.
19 Evangelie ot Fomy, 2.
20 Evangelie detstva (Evangelie ot Fomy), Protoevangelie Iakova.
21 Ot Matfeya 3:2; ot Luki 3:6, 16.
22 Ot Matfeya 3:17.
23 Ot Luki 3:22.
24 Ot Luki 4:1-2.
25 Pritchi 5:15.
26 Pesnya 83:12.
27 Pesnya 98:6.
28 Ot Ioanna 14:2.
29 Ot Matfeya 5:3.
30 Ot Matfeya 5:4.
31 Ot Matfeya 5:5.
32 Ot Matfeya 5:6.
33 Ot Matfeya 5:7.
34 Ot Matfeya 5:8.
35 Ot Matfeya 5:9.
36 Ot Matfeya 5:10.
37 Ot Matfeya 5:11-14, 16.
38 Ot Matfeya 5:15.
39 Ot Matfeya 5:14.
40 Ot Matfeya 5:18-19.
41 Ot Matfeya 4:3.
42 Ot Ioanna 6:50, 53, 55.
43 Ot Matfeya 4:4.
44 A.I. Pechenkin, "Pesni Bogu (Psaltyr')", Pesn' 86:1.
45 Ot Matfeya 4:3.
46 Ot Ioanna 6 : 32, 33, 35, 51, 53, 54, 56-58.
47 Ot Matfeya 3:9, ot Luki 3:8.
48 Ot Matfeya 4:4.
49 Ot Matfeya 13:3-8, 19.
50 Ot Matfeya 13:20-21.
51 Ot Matfeya 13:22.
52 Ot Matfeya 13:23.
53 Ot Matfeya 13:9.
54 Ot Matfeya 13:14-15.
55 Ot Matfeya 6:25-26, 28, 30-34.
56 Ot Matfeya 4:4.
57 2 Korinfyanam 3:6.
58 Ot Matfeya 7:16.
59 Ot Luki 8:17; ot Matfeya 10:26; ot Marka 4:22.
60 Ot Matfeya 5:21.
61 Ot Matfeya 22:39.
62 pustoj chelovek
63 verhovnomu sudilishchu
64 ot Matfeya 5:22.
65 Ot Matfeya 5:23-24.
66 Ot Matfeya 5:25.
67 Ot Matfeya 5:26.
68 Ot Matfeya 5:27.
69 Ot Matfeya 5:28.
70 Ot Marka 9:47-48.
71 Ot Marka 9:43-44.
72 Ot Marka 9:45-46.
73 Ot Marka 9:49-50.
74 Ot Matfeya 5:31.
75 Ot Matfeya 5:32.
76 Ot Matfeya 5:25.
77 Ot Matfeya 5:33.
78 Ot Matfeya 5:34-36.
79 Ot Matfeya 5:37.
80 Levit 24:20; ot Matfeya 5:38.
81 Ot Matfeya 5:39.
82 Ot Matfeya 5:40.
83 Ot Matfeya 5:41.
84 Ot Matfeya 5:42.
85 Ot Matfeya 5:43.
86 Ot Matfeya 5:44.
87 Sborshchiki podatej.
88 Ot Matfeya 5:46-47.
89 Ot Luki 6:32-33.
90 Ot Luki 6:35-36.
91 Ot Matfeya 5: 48, 45.
92 Ot Matfeya 7:1.
93 Ot Luki 6:37-38.
94 Ot Matfeya 7:3-5.
95 Ot Matfeya 7:7-8.
96 Ot Luki 11:11-12.
97 Ot Luki 11:13.
98 Ot Matfeya 6:1.
99 Ot Matfeya 6:2.
100 Ot Matfeya 6:3-4.
101 Ot Matfeya 6:16-18.
102 Ot Matfeya 6:5-6.
103 Ot Matfeya 6:7-8.
104 Ot Matfeya 6:9-13.
105 Ot Matfeya 6:19.
106 Ot Matfeya 6:20-21.
107 Ot Matfeya 6:22-23.
108 Ot Luki 11:36.
109 Ot Matfeya 7:12.
110 Ot Marka 7:15.
111 Ot Marka 7:18-19.
112 Ot Marka 7:20; ot Matfeya 15:18.
113 Ot Marka 7:21-22.
114 Ot Marka 7:23, Ot Matfeya 15:20.
115 Ot Luki 6:45.
116 Ot Luki 6:43-44.
117 Ot Luki 6:40; ot Matfeya 10:25.
118 Ot Matfeya 7:6.
119 Ot Matfeya 19:3.
120 Ot Matfeya 19:4.
121 Ot Matfeya 19:5-6; Bytie 2:24.
122 Ot Matfeya 19:7-9; 5:27.
123 Ot Matfeya 19:10-12.
124 Ot Matfeya 7:6.
125 Ot Matfeya 13:24-30.
126 Ot Matfeya 13:39-40.
127 Ot Matfeya 4:6.
128 Ot Matfeya 4:7.
129 Ot Luki 16:1-8.
130 Ot Ioanna 3:17.
131 Evangelie Filippa, 100.
132 Evangelie Filippa, 100.
133 Pritchi 5:15.
134 Ot Ioanna 1:4-5.
135 Ot Matfeya 25:1-13.
136 Ves serebra
137 Ot Matfeya 25:14-30.
138 Ot Ioanna 16:28.
139 Evangelie Fomy, 2.
140 Ot Luki 15:4-7.
141 Ot Luki 15:8-10.
142 Ot Matfeya 18:14.
143 Ot Matfeya 19:5-6.
144 Ot Ioanna 17:21.
145 Ot Ioanna 17:21; ot Marka 1:11.
146 Ot Luki 3:22.
147 Ot Matfeya 4:9.
148 Ot Matfeya 4:10.
149 Ot Matfeya 4:10-11.
150 Ot Ioanna 2:1-11.
151 Ot Matfeya 20:1-16.
152 Ot Luki 5:38-39.
153 Ot Matfeya 4:8-9.
154 Ot Matfeya 4:10.
155 Kniga Iova 1:6.
156 Ot Matfeya 25:31-46.
157 Ot Matfeya 20:28.
158 Ot Matfeya 9:12.
159 Ot Matfeya 9:13.
160 Ot Matfeya 18:11.
161 Ot Ioanna 3:17.
162 Ot Marka 12:1-7.
163 Ot Marka 12:8-10.
164 Ot Matfeya 21:43-44.
165 Ot Matfeya 7:24-27.
166 Ot Luki 18:10-14.
167 Ot Luki 16:19-31.
168 Ot Ioanna 11:3-4.
169 Ot Ioanna 11:9-17, 20-28, 30, 32-36, 38-44.
170 Ot Matfeya 23:8, 10, 9, 11, 12.
171 Ot Ioanna 1:36-40.
172 Ot Ioanna 1:41-51.
173 Ot Matfeya 13:35, 34.
174 Ot Ioanna 6:60-70.
175 Ot Ioanna 7:18.
176 Ot Ioanna 13:3-18, 1, 21.
177 Ot Luki 22:21-23.
178 Ot Matfeya 26:22.
179 Ot Ioanna 13:23-26.
180 Ot Matfeya 26:31.
181 Ot Ioanna 18:4-8, 10-12.
182 Ot Matfeya 14:24-33.
183 Ot Matfeya 13:47-52.
184 Ot Matfeya 5:20.
185 Ot Luki 10:23-24.
186 Ot Luki 10:25-37.
187 Ot Matfeya 24:3-5.
188 Ot Luki 21:8.
189 Ot Matfeya 24:6-9; ot Luki 21:11-13.
190 Ot Luki 21:14-16, 19.
191 Ot Marka 13:12.
192 Ot Matfeya 24:10.
193 Ot Luki 21:20.
194 Ot Matfeya 24:11-15, 17-22.
195 Ot Luki 21:23-24.
196 Ot Matfeya 24:23-31.
197 Ot Luki 21:28.
198 Ot Luki 21:29-31; ot Matfeya 24:33.
199 Ot Matfeya 24:34-36.
200 Ot Luki 21:34-36.
201 Ot Matfeya 24:37-51.
202 Ot Marka 13:35-37.
203 Ot Ioanna 14:2.
204 Ot Ioanna 14:16-18, 21, 23.
205 Ot Ioanna 14:26-27; 15:26-27.
206 Ot Ioanna 16:7-15.
207 Ot Ioanna 17:21-26.